Yesterday was my doctor appointment and for the first time we heard our baby’s heart beat I wanted to cry….I can’t wait to meet my little one….I still have a strong feeling it’s a boy…..the doctor told me the baby has a strong heart beat and she thinks im about 12weeks but we will know for sure on the 29th :)
10weeks today :)
Im in a big depression right now and I have no clue why. ….I just want to be alone….
Although im very blessed I haven’t been throwing up at all through my pregnancy I have been getting stuffy nose and headaches like crazy lol
So im about 8weeks and my husband has noticed that I am showing (baby bump) but honestly I cant really tell lol I have actually lost 10pounds which actually scares me but my mother-in-law says its normal lol…..I do get hungry alot but im trying to keep as active as my body lets me…..im super tired so during the day Ill sometimes lay down but its not as often as id like lol…..I do have cravings but ill only eat enough to cure my cravings lol im trying to play it smart ive been taking my prenatal vitamins and I keep burping fish which is gross lol but it will be all worth it in the end…..
Aww this would be so cute :) I love it!!!
[Verse 1]I’m losing myselfTrying to competeWith everyone elseInstead of just being meDon’t know where to turnI’ve been stuck in this routineI need to change my waysInstead of always being weak[Chorus:]I don’t wanna be afraidI wanna wake up feeling beautiful..todayAnd know that I’m okayCause everyone’s perfect in unusual waysSo you see, I just wanna believe in meLa la la la la la la la[Verse 2]The mirror can lieDoesn’t show you what’s insideAnd it, it can tell you you’re full of lifeIt’s amazing what you can hideJust by putting on a smile[Chorus]I’m quickly finding outI’m not about to break downNot todayI guess I always knewThat I had all the strength to make it through[Chorus:]Not gonna be afraidI’m going to wake up feeling beautiful..todayAnd know that I’m okayCause everyone’s perfect in unusual waysSo you see, now, now I believe in meNow I believe
People are mad cause im finally putting my foot down lol haha wow im just a woman who is grown tired of family treating me like shit I refuse to kiss anyones ass anymore im done….
Lately ive been super tired and I for one hate naps I cant stand them but I took a 3hr one today lol…and im still tired tho lol…..I get cravings but trying my best not to give in to them. I dont want to gain too much weight after theb baby is born still waiting to see a obgyn to see how far along I am I believe im 6weeks and ill be 7 on Wednesday! Im super emotional and every little thing makes me cry lol omgsh this is crazy….
Today was my doctor appointment with my primary to let him know I got 2positive test and he wants me to get blood work done so I did and tomorrow I get the results if not tomorrow then friday….just to confirm my pregnancy. …im also waiting to get the ok with my insurance for a obgyn….right now im kinda worried though cause I kinda got light brown kinda looked like blood but I really could be wrong. ….I really hope im just freaking out for nothing I dont want to lose this baby :(
It’s gotten to the point where I cant let anyone not even family members continue to treat me like shit cause all it does is upset me and my baby whose growing inside me is the most important ( a side from the hubby) person I’ve been wanting to become a mother for so long and now I can be I cant risk losing my baby due to stupidity…so from here on out im cutting people off who do nothing but cause problems and stress….cause I’d rather lose them then my unborn child….
Can’t sleep at all woje up to a thunderstorm and im wide a awake im so tired too I hope im not the only one who can’t sleep while being pregnant lol